Have you ever felt numb (mentally)?

Ive had similar...music naturally relaxes you and seems to be your personal vice and with the variety out there, Pink Floyd being your choice, is what you chose to confide in and i would recommend keep doing it. If your depression reaches a dangerous level though, please talk to someone, i know I sound like a broken record probably but seriously, ive been there, i cant think of anyone who hasnt and if you need anyone to talk to, even me, theres plenty of people out there. Keep with your music and maybe you would like to follow that as a career? Producer, artist, label? Best of luck to you and God Bless.